We Found Love In A Hopeless Place...

Evelyn Brooks | 22 | Bisexual

Living as Carrie Bradshaw, dying as Blanche.

"As for me, I was looking for something big...Mr. Big. Turns out when that big love comes along, it's not always easy. And despite all the other chapters of my life no one was ever quite big enough until...'Carrie, you're the one'. And just like that, I was." Carrie Bradshaw

My name is Evelyn, but more than likely you do or will have a nickname for me of some sorts. I've been told my full name is a mouthful, so give me the best you got. I am the self-titled and former tour guide of the manor, welcomer, greeter, and occasional bartender. New York is where you can find me, but Paris will always have my heart. I'm settled in Room 26 with Aiden Parker, my best friend. But really, my stuff is there and I make an occasional appearance. If I am not there, I am usually in a room that is not mine on the far side of the manor, being a total bum and distraction to my boyfriend John Bradford. And yes, you read that correctly, Evelyn Brooks is in a relationship with that Bradford.

Because I just needed to say this.

I just had to say this cause I saw what Amira had written and I follow her on Twitter. So, if this confusing -where- this is coming from, I apologize, this is my RP blog that I use Tumblr for. Well, it was active and is no longer of use, hence why I’m posting it here. Anyways, some of you may know me from Twitter, some of you don’t, I’m KatGrahamLA.

Seeing Amira’s words urged me to talk and finally say something. I’ve been quietly watching what’s been going on in the Kat/Bonnie tag the last couple days and I’ve stayed quiet about it. I’m one of those Bonnie/Kat fans who just sit in the corner and keep to them self. I don’t believe in getting into fandom/ship wars or calling out people for hating on Bonnie. Not cause I don’t believe these people are full of crap, cause I do, but because it’s simply not worth it. The same way I can go on an endless rant about how useless Elena is, I let it slide when people want to rant on Bonnie. We’re a fandom, we don’t like every character.

BUT what irks me is when it gets taken beyond the character. I can get Bonnie hate, but the Kat hate? You don’t have to like Kat, what does, says, looks like, or any of that but to attack her character is wrong. To stoop as low as calling her a “slut” and all the other garbage I’ve been seeing has gone too far. She goes above and beyond her for her fans. Most people don’t realize how much she’s touched people and Kat thinks she has a clue, but I really don’t think she truly gets how much she’s touched so many….hell, all of us. How many of YOUR favorite celebrities are going on Tumblr to PERSONALLY follow you, send out messages letting them know they hear you, or trying their damnest to get to know you personally. I don’t know ANYONE who goes to the extent Kat does for her fans.

On a personal level, I can vouch for how much Kat has touched me and inspired me. I don’t think she realizes the extent and how thankful I am for that. And I can say that I’ve seen the extent she goes to her for her fans. I was one of the few people that got the chance to meet her recently, less than a month ago. People don’t realize or refuse to acknowledge that this girl is CONSTANTLY doing something. She’s busy all the time. She works TVD, she’s making an album, she’s touring/singing/promoting herself as an artist, she has rehearsals, photo shoots, and a ton of other things ON TOP of having a personal life—being a friend, a girlfriend, a daughter, and hell being Kat Graham the human being. She doesn’t HAVE to reach to any of her fans, but she does. Kat didn’t have to personally reach out to me to say “hey, I’m in LA let’s hang out”, but she did. She could’ve spent that doing what she originally planned, but instead she organized for us to meet.  She sat down for a few hours on a day off she probably rarely has and had lunch with my friend, myself, and another fan. She sat there and talked to me as if was a friend, not just some awestruck fan and like she was above me. She looks down upon NO ONE. She doesn’t think she’s better than anyone. Let’s not mention how many others she’s reached out to. Like in London this past summer, or how a HUGE fan of Kat’s (KatGrahamChi) got to meet her and the two are planning on getting together again in less than a month, or how she’s making plans to see every fan she can whenever she goes somewhere. She goes beyond and above for the people who love her. She genuinely loves us. 

Kat isn’t like most celebrities out there. We are…hell, this entire fandom is blessed to have someone like her on this show. Why? Cause she LISTENS TO ALL OF US! You know what Kat said to me when we were sitting at lunch? “I ask the writers all the time if they hear you guys and they say they do?”. She’s an ACTOR being PAID to do a job, at the end of the day she’s a 22-year old girl living out her dream. And for people to be so ignorant to that fact is ridiculous. The fact that people want to make a hate blog about her—not just bashing her as a character but as a person—is sickening. It literally sickens me because Kat is literally one of the most genuine people I’ve ever met. There’s no bull with her. It just saddens the hell out of me the extent this fandom has reached to attack a girl who is so pure and genuinely loves her job. Nothing against Ian or Nina or Candice or Steven or anyone else on the show, I don’t doubt their love for the fans or how grateful they are for us. But are they doing what Kat is? No, they aren’t…well no, I won’t say that. But they aren’t doing it to the extent Kat is.

I don’t pay the TVD fandom any mind because ignorant things like this happen. And it’s not just Kat, the same way part of the fandom got on Candice last summer over the TCA’s. Small things like that have me rolling my eyes and make me GLAD that I don’t get so wrapped up in all of this. I think the Bonnie/Kat fans and the “Bennet Brigade” are ALL beautiful,I admire you all for staying strong. But we all need to realize that this battle simply isn’t worth fighting. Why? Because at the end of the day, we know how good of a person this woman is. We’re an army, we’re fierce, and loud. We don’t need to stoop to their level. Hell no, let’s continue to be just as flawless, classy, and beautiful as Kat is. Rise above the haters, THEY AREN’T WORTH IT! They aren’t worth the energy, let’s just continue to spread the love as we have been.

We’re a flawless, LOUD, and fierce group of people and I am so fucking proud to be a Kat fan. Not only because of the amazing human being Kat is but because of people like you all in this fandom.


After Tonight || Jovelyn

john-m-bradford:

“Yeah…” Words seemed to escape John. All he knew was that he was ready and Evelyn was completely naked beneath him. Writing and gasping and wantonly seducing him with that sexy voice she managed to drag out when she knew it’d get her what she wanted. She probably didn’t know exactly what she could do to him from a simple look but John’s body sure as fuck knew. He wasn’t in control of himself. Everything was about Evelyn and if he didn’t have her soon, it’d most certainly mean the death of him. “I know, love. I know. Enough waiting.” His voice was a hushed whisper in and of itself but he knew she heard him. His lips lingered against hers and when she pulled his lower lip into her mouth, John’s grip almost slipped from her waist. With his hand drifting down to his painfully throbbing length, John lined himself up with Evelyn’s welcoming warmth and groaned as his hips thrusted forward.

He couldn’t even manage to ask if she was okay. He barely breath. As perverted as it was, he figured he was home. On top of her, inside her. This is where he was happiest. Maybe that could have been attributed to the fact that he loved Evelyn and anytime with her was beautiful. He’d be lying if he said the sex wasn’t life-changing and amazingly good. “Fucccccck…Ev.” John’s voice tapered off as his hips began a steady rhythm and his hand drifted up to trail along her thigh. Pushing it down against the bed, John’s other hand made it’s way opposite of his preoccupied hand. There was something about watching Evelyn move beneath him with her legs completely around him. “Yeah, yep. I’m an asshole. Never leaving you again. Ever.”

A gasp sounded from John when he filled her, her body arching up from the bed and she let out a moan of approval. It had been so long, way too long since he had been inside of her and hovering above her. This may have felt like home to him, but she swore she never felt more complete than at this exact moment, like there was a void that had finally been filled. She had been with a lot of men in her life, but none of them were like John—it really seemed as if she was made just for him. “I love you, I love you…I…love you…” She whispered as her eyes fluttered close and her body quickly adjusted to his length inside of her. She felt a partial relief that became so much more as he began to move inside of her. He had just began to move and she was already feeling the growing pleasure within her.

Her body moved with his hands guiding her and her eyes opened to the view of him moving inside of her.  ”Never again…” Evelyn conceded, only because of the bliss that she had found herself in. The one leg wrapped around him tightened as leverage and her hips tilted up, pushing him deeper inside of her. Her nails scratched down his arm and she muttered out his name. Raising up to kiss him again, her nails unclenched from his arm and settled in between them. Her hips bucked as her fingers blindly located and played with her clit.  Her body was betraying her and her eagerness was showing, she wanted more. ”More….more…” Evelyn muttered out her thoughts, finding the inner strength to move her hips to match the steady rhythm he was going at. 


The Ending That Leads to a Beginning | Jovelyn

john-m-bradford:

“Tuesday.” John nodded slightly as the word fell from his lips and he stared up at Evelyn. A part of him couldn’t believe she was so willing to walk away from Bradford but he did know she wasn’t lying. In her heart, she was ready to go. John couldn’t help but grin when he nodded again and kissed her quickly. “Okay. Tuesday it is.” When she mentioned going anywhere with him, John instantly knew where they would go. He wouldn’t just push her into a new life with no limitations. No, they had to take their time with this. She’d been immersed in the Bradford word and it would take a little time before she realized it was the beginning of everything. “I love you. You know that? I love you more than anything.” When John tilted his head towards Evelyn, he grinned and whispered quietly against his lips. “Paris…”

“Tuesday.” Evelyn repeated, the words coming from her lips so easily. There was no hesitation, no worry, she was completely content and sure of this decision. Letting out a small giggle as it was no John’s turn to kiss her quickly out of enthusiasm, she smiled back at him widely. “I love you too, so much. I’m so happy about this…” She trailed off hearing his next statement and her eyes widened as the words slipped from his lips. Grabbing his face, Evelyn pulled him into another kiss, deeper this time and she moved so that she was laying on top of them. “Paris..yes…yes…” She muttered as she pulled away, leaning her forehead against his. “Paris is perfect, so damn perfect.” She whispered. “You’re so amazing and perfect. I’m so lucky to have you.” She gushed, biting her lip at how she was acting already and she wasn’t even there yet. “Thank you, for all of this.” She finished.

(Source: evelyn-brooks)


wesley-riot replied to your post: wesley-riot replied to your post .. I STILL HAVE…

I LOVE YOU…

Yeaaah. yeaaaah.


wesley-riot replied to your post

.. I STILL HAVE ONE MORE. EEP.

I want to glare at you so badly right now.


leon-jeffrey replied to your post

The link for Dean is wrong. You put Leon’s down instead of his.

[FACEPALM] I’ll change that.


liam-cooper:

evelyn-brooks replied to your photo

dfghjkl!! that’s my favorite! I used that in a gif set. C’mere and let me hug you!

LOOL, I KNOW. I WAS LURKING THAT PARIS TO NY TAG TO FIND GIFS xD

D’AAW!


liam-cooper replied to your post

ILY

NOOO! I LOVE YOU!